Not too far apart ♥

flown away.

2010-07-12T18:35:00.004+08:00

Dumb. That is the only word that can describe me.
i feel so stupid to let go of the chances that came to me!
I am totally feel regretted.
It's true what people always say that regret alaways come at the end.
Honestly. i do miss you right now. I miss the time we used to spend tgt.
I miss the touch of your hand, I miss your smile, I miss your stupid jokes, and not forgetting how i miss your sweetness.
Now that you are gone from my life, seems like you are not coming back.
But, let me tell you my greatest secret. Let this be the 1st and the last time i say it to you,, I love you.

HaruHaru (english)
Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)
Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh boy I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly
Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you
Oh boy I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye

You are the memory.

2010-07-02T14:16:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I wonder if little kids have it easy. Scrapes from bike riding are the worst pain. The biggest concern is that recess isn’t long enough. mommy or daddy can make anything all better. anyone of the opposite sex is yucky or has cooties. LOL. two kids of the same sex can hold hands and are just cute and nothing else. ‘good-bye’ means ‘see you tomorrow’. The worst fighting you do is over who gets the red crayon. If you hang out together one recess automatically you’re best friends forever. A valentine made of construction paper is the best gift you can give and no one was afraid to say ‘I Love You.’♥

let's shout! shout as loud as you can till you feel released!

2010-06-14T23:40:00.003+08:00

Helppp. Somebody help me!
This feeling is really suck!
What is this??!
Is it just me?? Just me, thinking too much??!
Godddd. My feelings are mixed now!
My tears are just drop like that! again! *wasted!* :(
Somebody please help me find the way. I am kind of lost here! :(
I was wrong to get involved in this game.
The game that is full of traps. I just feel like quitting it RIGHT NAOO! :(
If i could turn back the time, believe me, i would!

a little heart of mine.

2010-06-05T21:34:00.005+08:00

This heart is so fregile. So whoever is going to have it in future, please take really good care of it and I will love you for the rest of my life. I promise ♥

this heart is in pain.

2010-06-05T20:09:00.004+08:00

I got tired of waiting. i am tired of empty promises you gave.
I found myself so stupid that i trusted your words.
I knew i shouldn't! But your words were just too sweet that slowly made me fall for you and not realizing that you were just playing me.
So tell me why did you do that to me! What do you really want from me!
I miss you. i really do. But I really can't afford this heart to be broken again. So I am sorry. I got to move on.

MOMMMM! ♥

2010-05-09T16:24:00.005+08:00

Today is Mother's day. so let me scream it out loud, "HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. ILOVEYOUUUUUUUUUUU ♥" and i miss you! :(
sorry for being a pain on your neck. thanks for running to me and give your arms whenever i fall. thanks for everything mommmmmmm I LOVE YOU THE MOST! :D
and so this is dedicated to you mom ♥

Bunda

Kubuka Album Biru
Penuh Debu dan Usang
ku Pandangi Semua Gambar Diri
Kecil Bersih Belum Ternoda

Pikirkupun Melayang
Dahulu Penuh Kasih
Teringat Semua Cerita Orang
Tentang Riwayatku

Kata Mereka Diriku Slalu Dimanja
Kata Mereka Diriku Slalu Dtimang

Nada Nada Yang Indah
Slalu Terurai Darinya
Tangisan Nakal Dari Bibirku
Takkan Jadi Deritanya

Tangan Halus dan Suci

Tlah Mengangkat Diri Ini
Jiwa Raga dan Seluruh Hidup
Rela Dia Berikan

Oh Bunda Ada dan Tiada Dirimu
Kan Slalu Ada Di Dalam Hatiku

Melly Goeslow.

ps. i love you mama.

nanana~ :b

2010-05-07T16:43:00.020+08:00

Geez. such a long time since i last posted. LOL.
started to get lazy of blogging. LOL.
Exams are around the cornerr. have to study. so yeaa. must understandddd.! hehe :)
a lot of things happened, especially during my birthday! ;)
here are some pictures to share. dont get tired of looking at it okayy?? ILOVEYOUUUU♥ :D

this picture cool isnt itt?? hehe :D

ohyhaaa. i wanna share something about the guy that i like *shy*. ps,getting closserrrrr ><" jiayou meeeeee ♥ :D
okay end here. hehe.

byes♥

whatever.

2010-04-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

i have a hope..
i wish...

okay!.
stay at home the whole day is so boring! damn~
should have gone to school! may b my day would be better. LOL.
problems are coming just like a big wave and i shall be strong to face them!
on the other hand fking exams are coming and mood of studying isn't there yet! :(
wish me a good luck!

2010-04-17T19:16:00.003+08:00

Because things change, Friends leave and life does not stop for anybody .

laughteralltheway

2010-04-15T20:02:00.004+08:00

a lot of things happened today.
during break something that is unpredictable happened!
Kathy conffessed to Jevin. damn funny lah that girl. cute though. hahahah.
Jevin walked out of the cabin room and then after a few second, the door was opened again and there Kethy shouted "I LOVE YOU" to jevin. Just like a climax of a drama iwatched! haha.
Laughed a lot. i laughed like mad when i saw a "mad dog" running around the shelter during table tennis. HAHA eldo is fk*ing funny! haha.

2010-04-15T05:47:00.004+08:00

Life is only for once. so treasure every moment you have in your live as if there is no tomorrow♥

2010-04-15T00:52:00.000+08:00

it's time for me to sleep. let's start tomorrow with the thought that something wonderful is about to happen and not forgetting your great smile.
good night. have a sweet dream
loves,

friends ♥

2010-04-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

friends. they always make my life more and more colourful every single day.

study.study.study.

2010-04-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

Time passes by so fast.
i simply dont know what i am busy-ing with right now.
mountain of homework that is not done is still waiting for me. ):
i just can't lead myself to sit down quietly, concentrate on my homework or to study just for a minute ! ):
and worse, exams are just all around the corner! omg ):
what is it on my mind that is so bothering me ! ):
God! help me. I need Your grace. *pray*
hope that i can at least get the homework done before tomorrow.
well. i think i should start doing it now.

byes.

2010-04-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

2010-04-13T18:56:00.000+08:00

happy easter :D

2010-04-04T14:24:00.001+08:00

had so much fun during the long weekend! :D
the pictures was taken on Friday. crazy dinner at seoul garden takashimaya. :D

& Happy Easter all :D
GBU (:

aprilfool's boo

2010-04-02T00:26:00.002+08:00

early in the morning while waiting for the morning assembly to start, kena fooled by alexea. was so shocked laaaa. boo. *you succeded bi*ch.
skipped SS lesson and slacked in library. boo.
after the school ended, waited for cca to start.
while waiting, my freinds and i played cards, "bluff".
laughed all the way~ really one of the more fun game to play laa.
during cca time, we slack more than play! boo
tiring day.
ohyha and i got fooled by ppl for so mani times today. zzz.
me really a fool meh? D:
may b just TOO INNOCENT ! hahaha. =p
okay. time to go to bed :D
good nights,

boring! boo

2010-03-31T22:15:00.001+08:00

nothing specail today.
went to school, BORING! especially the essembly part! boo. slept during the assembly that i dint even know what MrVasu said. LOL.
Did 2 test just now. sciences. all pass, amin :D
nothing to write. and i am feeling tired.
time for bed.
byes,

;when i trust ppl, they say i am a fool D:

WhatADay.

2010-03-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

Did not go to school due to the homework that is undone! HAHA. So Geraldine, Florance and me planned to do the homework during the school time at a library. Went to MacD in AMKhub to have our breakfast 1st :D. Edwin was there too. Had so much laughter. Fun! :D
after breakfast, bused to Alexea's house. slack. boo. and we totally forgot about our homework! zzz.
around 1, we went down to Champoin to play pool. Alexea is good at it. But cant be compare to Azarya Tamaya! She's damn pro man! and i should learn more from her. hoho. oh yha. and i WON Edwin! what a shame, Edwin! HAHA! =p
Finally, around 3, i made my way back to home. managed to do 3/4 of my homework and here i am posting something to my blog. Just too sick of producing ideas for that fxcking homework! boo!
Okay. its time for me to continue with my homework.

byes.

Fxcking homework =="

2010-03-30T03:55:00.000+08:00

These few days i got no mood to post. boo. But to keep my blog alive and to kill time, LOL, foced myself to post something. :D
it's already 3.57 here. and i am still awake. doing research for fxcking d&t homework! *sigh. after wasting so much time, i dint manage to find any of the answer! hard lah! *sigh.
Too bored, as usual, play audition to release stress. LOL. but it doesen't help much! i would still feel bored whenever i am in audition. boo. But idk why am i still exist in that game. =,= LOL.
Okay. may b afterall its not really that boring coz i just made 1 new friend! Bao A.K.A ReaIity. haha. he is kind of fun yea? :D
okay. thats all for today. gtg continue my research!
bye.

2010-03-17T16:22:00.000+08:00

;sigh. lazy to post rarely. here are some sum up of what happened during weekend :D

Saturday, 13 March ♥
Last saturday went to celebrate Christopher, Lisan, Jevin and Nicolette's birthday. Was so fun! laughter all the way :D. Had my lunch at JW Marriot. Patt and me took a glass of wine. and while we were drinking, somebody came to us and said that our buffet is not included with the wine. LOL. embarassing yea? haha. but he said its okie coz it was our friend's bday. haha. Luck! =x
After drinking, we hang around at orchard road. After sometimes, guess what happen, the wine reacted on pattrycia. HAHA. her face was so red! hahaha. cute lah. like steamed Patty. HAHA.
ard 5pm, we meet our friends at ION. we've got a secret plan. hoho.. to make tis birthday memorable. Here are some photos of what happened to birthday boiis and girls :D enjoy :D

tissue saller boii =p

Aren't they cutee??! HAHA. imagine if you were one of them. having hair tied up like siao ppl, walk from one end of orchard road to another end. HAHA. cool lah! must be very memorable for them uh. haha. =p

Random pictures,

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICCOLETTE, CHRISTOPHER, LISAN AND JEVIN!:)

2010-03-07T02:48:00.000+08:00

PHOTO OF THE DAY! (:

I♥this photo, you know? x) good night all. sweet dreams :D

tiring day.

2010-03-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

WOW! its alr 2 and i am still awake! x) proud of it mann! haha. here are some quick share about what happended just now. haha.

'yesterday' woke up, around 12pm. wash up, eat breakfast and straight away sit infront of the com, play audition. chiong-ing ring with my cpl. in 2 days we alr have 'daisy' ring! ;luv. cool isnt it? x) and around 4, i went for BBQ at east coast park. had a lot of fun with audi ppl that were there! omg and i just found out that they were really an audi freak! even one of them brought her labtop and she played audition there! wth! haha. and all of them take turns to play! wth man! haha. and i cant deny it. i did take my turn to play too! haha. audi freak? haha. a yes may b x)
anw, once i reached there, we went to cycle. and we cycled so far! that one of my friend almost fainted cause she was too tired! haha. so we took a rest, bought drinks and ice cream and we played with the sand while she was resting. haha. after that, we cycled back and had our dinner! haha. Oh Yha! i made 5 new friends just now! and i love it when i've got new friends!♥ haha.♥

28th's! ;mua

2010-03-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! =D

Yesterday i sleep fking late! so i woke up late too tis morning x.x
yea, had a hard tym to open tis fking eyes. LOL. went to school, but i feel that i did not learn anything! in malay class, WORST! The teacher was so boring and yet i had to keep forcing myself to stay up! zz. this is the result of sleeping so late in weekdays.! Its because i was waiting for my couple to online and thought of having a wedding in audition. in the end, he nvr online. sigh. but its okie coz in the end, we wed today! =D 28th'sILYttm!;mua :D

2010-03-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

1st post! :D

2010-03-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONEE! :D

finally i start my 1st post! haha.
actually i made this blog quite a long time ago. but i only have the chance to start to post now after decorating the layouts which made me go mad. LOL.
Nevermind. as long as i am happy with the results and hope that you guys anjoy! :D

nothing special about today! in fact i quarrel over a silly thing with one of my best friend ! *eh? best friend? and after this accident, it makes me think that actually she is not!! whatever~. i only know that i was pissed off. it was only early in the morning, and she succesed made my mood drop. sigh-
Lucky i could control my anger when i was at school. or everything would go just not right. thanx to my CRAZY classmates! they made my day! :D
Love you to the max guys! ♥